AbHoRrEnCe StRiKeS!!
Ever feel like you really hate someone that you couldn’t even bear to see their name? Ever feel like burning the bridges that would see no chance to be build again? That is exactly what I am feeling right now.
Some people from work that you called friend. You go to movies together, sometimes eat lunch together and even have dinner at each others’ places. Most importantly someone who is of the same race and same gender as you…basically your sister of different family. Until one day, they stab you on your back!!
Who knows someone that you confide in your hopes and dreams, use it against you and get away with it. You must be guessing what happened? Me told this one girl on what is my next ideal career move would be. She at that time confess of not knowing what next to do . When the job that I want was advertised, me applied knowing that another person at the same time applied for the job (not knowing who yet). That person was accepted and I still don’t know who that person is. Later I heard rumours flying around that she the one I confided in gets the job.
Tell me, if you were in my shoe, how would you feel? I’m upset not because I didn’t get the job. But more because she has not being honest with me. What is wrong by coming up to me and said that “Hey, I would like to apply for that job as well, let see who is better?”
I wouldn’t mind if you challenge me face to face. If I am not good enough, so be it. But the most important thing is, why keep it secret? Up till this day, the person has not spoken to me yet, although she is coming up to work in the same offcie as I am come January.
As for me, I know her true colours now. There is no more room for trust and to be friends again, no way…will still say hi as I don’t wanna be among the munafiq but no more friendly gestures. Thats the end of it. I value integrity and honesty above all.
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